Decrease in our Level of Faith
True believers always have this concern that they are not living up to Allah’s expectations. They always feel like there is room for improvement in their deeds and intentions.
It is common for all of us to go through times of what seems to be a decrease in our level of faith. You are not alone in feeling this way.
It is obvious that you are feeling down at this point in your life, but you do not have to feel that way.
Sometimes, they even feel that they may be becoming hypocrites because they know the importance of pure intentions and right actions in everything they do so that Allah will accept them and reward them.
Your crying is proof of your strong faith!
Does the person with a hard heart cry because of it? Crying because of a desire to be close to Allah and to have stronger faith is not something that they would be concerned about.
If a person’s heart had truly dried up, do you think they would feel bad about it?
Crying for fear of having weak faith is actually the best sign that you have strong faith. These are some very good signs that your faith is strong.
The problem I see from what you have shared about your habits is that you may be overexposing yourself to the formal methods of worshiping Allah (prayer, Quran, and so on) and not spending enough time on other things in life that are also beneficial and enjoyable.
You are quite young to be spending most of your free time in the mosque. Although, I am not trying to discourage you from visiting the house of Allah, or attending classes. But there are other ways to worship Allah that may feel as rewarding as reading the Quran.
You mentioned your wish to be a strong person who is humble and always in worship. The way to do that is quite simple. Anything we do in this life can become an act of worship if we stick to two simple rules: it must be intended to please Allah and it must be a good action.
The Diversity of Islamic Worship
Exercise is a requirement in Islam because we have to protect the body that Allah gave us. The entire time we spend on our walk is now considered an act of worship because we did something good and we did it in Allah’s name.
Something as simple as taking a leisurely walk outside, for example, can be a form of worship if we do it in Allah’s name and if it is good according to Islam.
If a person is interested in other activities, it is easy; find good activities that can be worship at the same time, so long as the good activity is done with the intention of pleasing Allah.
If you can find and spend time laughing and sharing happiness with a good Muslim friend who has the same goals to be close to Allah, this can be an even greater way to enjoy life and worship Allah.
The Pillars of a House
So, really there are many, many ways to worship Allah and do good deeds outside of the five pillars that we all know about. Prayer, fasting, zakah and Hajj are called pillars because they are the framework or supports of our lives as Muslims.
Allah created us with many needs and interests. He has commanded us to do what is beneficial to us, and has forbidden us from what is harmful to us. Islam recognizes that all of His creation is good and there are only a few things that have been forbidden.
But we all know that a house has more than just pillars in it to make it livable and beautiful.
A house has walls, windows, doors, floors, furniture, decorations, etc. that make it an enjoyable place to live. If the house we live in only had pillars and a roof, what kind of house would it be?
If our life in Islam is only prayer, fasting, etc.; and we have no time for the other necessities of life, what kind of Islam would that be? Is that what Allah has commanded?
In the Quran, we find guidance in every aspect of life because there are many important things outside of formal worship that we need to dedicate our time and attention to.
How Can I Enjoy Worship?
Allah wants us to enjoy the life of this world as much as possible. But the only way to do that is to follow His guidance. He knows us better than we know ourselves and knows what in His creation will be good for us and what will be harmful.
That is why He sent Islam to mankind. Out of His infinite mercy; He shows us how to have the best of this life, the best of the Hereafter, and how to be saved from the Hellfire.
{And there are men who say: “Our Lord! give us good in this world and good in the Hereafter, and protect us from the torment of the Fire.} (Al-Baqarah 2:201)
This verse in the Quran teaches us that there is much goodness in this world and it is for us to enjoy within the generous limits that Allah has set for us. He loves the believers and only wants them to be happy and successful in this life and the next.
It also teaches us one of the best supplications that we can make on a regular basis. If we are granted this request, the best of this life and the next, what more could a person ask for?
I think you just need to make that track a little wider so that you enjoy the journey a bit more. I ask Allah to give you strength and enjoyment.
And Allah knows best.
(From Ask About Islam archives)
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